i feel lazy to do everything whatever la.
lazy to live as well.
suddenly.
사는것도 귀찮아 졌다. 미안
Monday, 31 March 2008
the last of short break
For this short break, it was quite fun and we all enjoyed.tml, new term gonna start.. arsh,,. it is really short.. -_- Moreover, in this term, there is a lot of things to do. MRP .. and a lesson by Mr Fred Lin, wow... it gonna kill me for sure. but i really expect a lesson by Mr Samuel. yeah..hahaha STUDY HARD .......-_-;;
today was quite tired ..... :( firstly, i overslept in this morning and late going church........... not enough practice (singing) caused not good performance...... sad.. -_- after church, met Bro Rex and had lunch in HK cafe:P(thank u boss) and we went around Orchard to buy his friends birth day present, but we couldn't find in the end, he went sauna and i head to tuition,and finished then went strait to meet my bf,Earth ♡. today is his moving day :) so i went to look his new place :) and meet my hamster also hahaha now the hamster family is total 7 :) yap right, there is 5 baby born. soooo cute !!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!! after moving, we all (with his friends) went to eat :) okay la, his friends are all quite fun hahaha:D especially his best buddy Bank and Uncle Bas :P Glad to meet u guys today, and come back just now, wow........ damn tired ..........but NVM:( today is my last day of this short break.
today i though abt MaRcO whether he is enjoying today with her. I wished it will be okay for him.
okay la. His calling when i was coming back home, reported me not so good result. but okay. u can get over man.. dun worry too much . JUST I WONDER U HAD DAMN MANY PROWN what u nv show us eating.. huh-_- the power of love is amazing !!!!!!!!!
anyway it's time to enjoy Korean Drama hahahaha
okay, good night all :) c u tml
Saturday, 29 March 2008
100%
Amanda who i can show myself is real, no pretending.
not more than this and not less than this
i just show u true Amanda, woori
100% real and sure .
trust me.
that's all .
not more than this and not less than this
i just show u true Amanda, woori
100% real and sure .
trust me.
that's all .
Friday, 28 March 2008
Thursday, 27 March 2008
see it
just now open new tab of the internet (korean web site)
i found some article wanted to show Marco
who is she ??
her name is Viola Flugge
she is 88years old from US.
she wanted to be pilot when she was young
but it couldn't considering last time her environment.
she become old and old already
no wonder, her daughter let her join the training program as her 84birthday present.
Viola realised her young dream AGAIN !!
couldn't get the license cos her week and old eye sight.
but she come true her dream and fight perfectly.
just wonder she didn't give up and came true in the end although she is very old.
Marco, see her :)
just i hope u get over soon and focus on becoming pilot again.
jia you !
fun and sad
Finally finished exam,
i don't satisfy this exam . hai ..
As what i told rex last night most of people don't satisfy for all any result
and everytime regret what is passed already.
we just run for next time to be better and til we satisfy.
it's TRUE and the reason why we want to improve.
ya, so i just forget about it and feel happy?! finishing the exam.
paying school fees, just think ' spend usefully. study hard." aiyo....
after finish exam, julia come find me to go meet my friend SoNya :)
she is going back to Korea on this Friday ;(
we chit chat, drink coffee and have dinner, enjoyed the time
just dun wanna say good buy, hope c u next time.
after that, marco and alex come find me to go drink together.
i was almost bankrupt but dosen't matter whether i enjoy chill wid u guys :)
we ordered one bottle of Teckila and crenberry juice :P hahaha damn sexy Red color ;)
just wanna drink and bring out my tears in my hart.
but didn't . it's sooooo weird and dun want to show off " I am crying"
Drinking was fun, we talked abt many things and drink .. drink.. drink... X)
Bro Rex also come over to CQ Yeah♪ hahaha more fun.
more enjoying a while then we go supper near bugis hahaha
julia was drunk .....-_- .... she even took her shoues off then walking, hahaha fun
my face is smiling but my hart is full of tears. hai.
dun know, all things make me sad.
die die die leh. :P
i don't satisfy this exam . hai ..
As what i told rex last night most of people don't satisfy for all any result
and everytime regret what is passed already.
we just run for next time to be better and til we satisfy.
it's TRUE and the reason why we want to improve.
ya, so i just forget about it and feel happy?! finishing the exam.
paying school fees, just think ' spend usefully. study hard." aiyo....
after finish exam, julia come find me to go meet my friend SoNya :)
she is going back to Korea on this Friday ;(
we chit chat, drink coffee and have dinner, enjoyed the time
just dun wanna say good buy, hope c u next time.
after that, marco and alex come find me to go drink together.
i was almost bankrupt but dosen't matter whether i enjoy chill wid u guys :)
we ordered one bottle of Teckila and crenberry juice :P hahaha damn sexy Red color ;)
just wanna drink and bring out my tears in my hart.
but didn't . it's sooooo weird and dun want to show off " I am crying"
Drinking was fun, we talked abt many things and drink .. drink.. drink... X)
Bro Rex also come over to CQ Yeah♪ hahaha more fun.
more enjoying a while then we go supper near bugis hahaha
julia was drunk .....-_- .... she even took her shoues off then walking, hahaha fun
my face is smiling but my hart is full of tears. hai.
dun know, all things make me sad.
die die die leh. :P
Tuesday, 25 March 2008
what happen,
For our long long studying @ 2nd starbucks,
suddenly i felt irritated for everything ..dun know the reason.
and i felt my tears come out soon, so i called my best buddy 2km to talk (calm dowm also)
i told her not much things, just told her what i felt that time.
she was listening and understanding what i was thinking.
of course she understand all abt me. i can understand her as well.
she have been with me for 5years ..
she also said nothing much, just listening.
suddenly my tears started to flow from my eyes.
didnt care whether guys see me or not, 2km said ' if u want to cry, just cry. dun pretend."
what she told makes me laugh.. WTH.. crazy.
i just continue laughing and crying (no tears) chey, really 'xiao'
most of guys know i seldom cry. veeery seldom..-_-...
after we seperated to each place, i went to take a cab with bro Rex
suddenly i wanted to refresh, then went strait to centre point Mc Donald YEAH!!!
bought 2 of MC plurry :) hahahahahahahahahahaha
this week my feeling is very up and down. walao..-_-
goinggggggggggg to ccccccrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyy
in the end,
pls god, save me Amen -
suddenly i felt irritated for everything ..dun know the reason.
and i felt my tears come out soon, so i called my best buddy 2km to talk (calm dowm also)
i told her not much things, just told her what i felt that time.
she was listening and understanding what i was thinking.
of course she understand all abt me. i can understand her as well.
she have been with me for 5years ..
she also said nothing much, just listening.
suddenly my tears started to flow from my eyes.
didnt care whether guys see me or not, 2km said ' if u want to cry, just cry. dun pretend."
what she told makes me laugh.. WTH.. crazy.
i just continue laughing and crying (no tears) chey, really 'xiao'
most of guys know i seldom cry. veeery seldom..-_-...
after we seperated to each place, i went to take a cab with bro Rex
suddenly i wanted to refresh, then went strait to centre point Mc Donald YEAH!!!
bought 2 of MC plurry :) hahahahahahahahahahaha
this week my feeling is very up and down. walao..-_-
goinggggggggggg to ccccccrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaazzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyy
in the end,
pls god, save me Amen -
:(
벌써 새벽5시30분
좀처럼 잠이 오지 않는밤,
사람한테 섭섭한일이 없으려면 마음을 주지 않으면 되는거고
사람한테 배신당할일이 없으려면 애초부터 마음을 열지 않는거고
소소한 말다툼부터 부딫히는게 싫은거면
마음을 처음부터 버리면 되는거고,
다 저런게 싫은거면 애초 첫만남부터
마음이 없는척 혹은 너한테는 마음주기 싫은척을 나타내면 된다.
난 항상 후회한다.
마음다줘놓고, 열어놓고 나중에 후회한다
덜 줄걸,없는척할걸, 사귀지말걸.
매일같이 하는 생각이지만,
인간관계에서 욕심을 버린지는 이미 오래,
될대로 되라.
사람한테 배신당할일이 없으려면 애초부터 마음을 열지 않는거고
소소한 말다툼부터 부딫히는게 싫은거면
마음을 처음부터 버리면 되는거고,
다 저런게 싫은거면 애초 첫만남부터
마음이 없는척 혹은 너한테는 마음주기 싫은척을 나타내면 된다.
난 항상 후회한다.
마음다줘놓고, 열어놓고 나중에 후회한다
덜 줄걸,없는척할걸, 사귀지말걸.
매일같이 하는 생각이지만,
인간관계에서 욕심을 버린지는 이미 오래,
될대로 되라.
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normal d i a r y
i dun know why suddenly i am feeling depress.
it's not cos of damn bloody hell MO exam.
just feel tight and dun know what i am feeling
everytime i have regreted about my relationship for eveyone.
why did i open my mind ?? y ??? y did i ?????
just think i want to close. and no more open
if i didnt, i am not hurted.
if i didnt, the relationship was not started.
why couldnt i get the thing ................
COLD mind , this is really what i need. NOW
everyone always do although they gonna regret.
what should i do ?
it's not cos of damn bloody hell MO exam.
just feel tight and dun know what i am feeling
everytime i have regreted about my relationship for eveyone.
why did i open my mind ?? y ??? y did i ?????
just think i want to close. and no more open
if i didnt, i am not hurted.
if i didnt, the relationship was not started.
why couldnt i get the thing ................
COLD mind , this is really what i need. NOW
everyone always do although they gonna regret.
what should i do ?
Sunday, 23 March 2008
OMG
Oh my god
my best friend 3M (Mr Marco Man) confess to me just now.he loves me
please don't..
i have bf ma...
we r good friend :) ok?
take care ya.
i know... this is bullshit...
just have fun la-_-
i am damn boring and tired now
and have to study .....
살려줘ㅠ_ㅠ
Thursday, 20 March 2008
sadness
LOVE is always DIFFICULT.
'I' make 'HIM' get angry always
dun know what i have to do and what's wrong with us
X)
if u ask us stay near u, we do :)
and of cos we are with u, always, dude. remember us.
this morning, i feel our friendship is quite special.
To me, u guys are very precious x)
photo:: 22-05-2007 my birthday, last year
Wednesday, 19 March 2008
suddenly
sometimes i also don't know a real me, Amanda or KimWoori
some of my friend called me Manda or Woori
my close buddies called me Kimchi :P
this is a basic definition of me.
sometimes i don't know what i feel
and can't describe myself as well.. how ya?
then i thought, am i human ?
maybe human .... then whatelse ??! hahaha
usually i am quite active like a Guy ..:(
on the other hands, quite emotional and sensitive.
dun know well .. which side is the real my personality.
sometimes very confusing, but it's okay.
and i can't lie hahaha quite 'pure'(forget it haha)
just i express what i feel
dun know also y i am writing this kind of diary..
tired
still have MCQ of EPGE la...
read first then gonna sleep
good night my buddies.
marco,alex,rex..
how is going ur studying at Forum Mc donald 24??
let's cheer up ya ;)
c ya,
Tuesday, 18 March 2008
Saturday, 15 March 2008
hurting
i've never ever hurted anyone
at the same time..
i dun want anybody is not hurted by me.
it is the way that i esteem each individual and my friends.
but
no one knows they also have to regard me same as i do for them.
selfish.
chey.
dun touch me.
dun hurt me.
get away.
at the same time..
i dun want anybody is not hurted by me.
it is the way that i esteem each individual and my friends.
but
no one knows they also have to regard me same as i do for them.
selfish.
chey.
dun touch me.
dun hurt me.
get away.
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